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I reached home, could not know that there would be so many problems coming up and yet, was blissful and motivated.
This could be the first time I ask for freedom and chance since I knew God? If you were me and not at my position and thinking, you would shout, 'WHAT A TERRIBLE LIFE I HAVE GOT!". But i'm not that kind, i don't want to complain about my life.
My bestfriend said, "A chance to get full scholarship is just like a dog's chance". You know, it's my bestfriend who was telling me in a down mood. They would think that it's hard to get. Yet, I understood what he meant and I knew his mood. That's why he told me so. I don't care! I insisted on that I would my best to get it no matter what. I wait on Him.
Here, the new burden has come. Since I wanted to make my parents less worried about me, I have asked guardians to reduce my home-stay fee. Yet, a condition came with it and the fee will be reduced just a bit. A bit? If I wasn't strong enough at that moment, I would burst into tears. I held my tears and let them drain backwards. What if I tell my parents about it? My goodness, they might be disappointed.
They can't know what the problems I have faced. A single dollar in Singapore costs a lot compared with currency in Vietnam. My parents have done their best to pay for me to come to this precious land to gain the best knowledge and to get the international-standard degree. They are hoping on me who will bring loads of money to support the family, them and my brother. People are digging my parents' energy and blood to buy for their goods. They asked me to benefit their family then I will just pay them lesser 'a little bit'? Wow, a new burden to face when I'm 18 years old; a good age to face problems. WHAT ON EARTH IS THAT?
I don't want to look at the back. I have tried. I have done well. I had a chance to step on the ground of this small island. Two years ago, I have known, I wasn't able to get success. My results went up and down, from top of the mountain to the bottom of it, again and again. I regret? Yes, I do. Now is the time for me to buck up. I'm not wasting my time blogging here but I'm here to do something that benefits my life, such as my English or the way I think. It really does help me.
Devils can never clear away the motivation in me. Look at me, I will do my best! Let's see it!
LY ♥ JESUS!