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I have hated those who take things for granted especially their life. Yes, I do hate them. Ironically, I even was one person of that kind.
Now, I'm not. I don't take things for granted. I have found that I have got a purpose in life since I knew God. Yup, God has saved my life.
Someway, I never can say that God is not blessing me. He does and He is now blessing me a lot of things. My failure in some subjects of my study is just because I haven't managed my time well to study alternatively. My financial problems one side has been solved. Another side is a big trouble. Yes, I'm having a lot of problems causing me to worry but I'm facing and fighting with them.
Kris is not here with me to take care of my everything. Yet, he is even having parental objection. What else can I say?! Kris would have headache to lead such a troublesome girl like me. Yes, I'm not gonna let him worry and yet I'm trying to solve those by myself. I come to my leaders with solution not problem. 'I have troubles' doesn't mean 'my leader has no trouble'. Even now, he is grounded, unable to contact and has no handphone. He has more troubles than me. Aha!
Normally, he would be the one that I share a lot of stuffs, even my own very very personal stuff. He is my leader and he knows what he should do. Now he is not here, I would have to stand strong. I'M STANDING STRONG WITH MY FAITH IN GOD! I'm managing my problems as well enough, even I think I can manage it better than an adult.
I have an experiencing life. I have got people to share my feelings and my problems. That costs my life to be GREAT! Yes, I have a great life. An experiencing and troublesome life is a happy life. A hopeless life and entertaining life is an unhappy life. I do LOVE my life a lot. I have God. I have precious family. I have gorgeous Pastors. I have wonderful leader. I have sweet and caring friends whom I would love and remember in my heart forever.
My life is difficult and tough. Yet, there're people who are enjoying their comfort life without making an effort. They take things for granted. They have family with them to accompany them walking in their journey to destiny. I, the scholar without parents beside me, am facing problems that they have never faced in life. Do they know that how harsh it is? Do they know how to live their life with joy, hope and vision? Do they know that with parents beside them, they can do more precious things than me and do a lot of things without wonders? Do they know that they can do more significant and meaningful things for God in their lives than me?
What can I say? I just hope those people can watch out of their comfort zone and step out of it. They can begin to know what is burden, acknowledge what is right and wrong. I'm here waiting on God who would bring me to destiny.
Love,
Ly.
LY ♥ JESUS!