SHE LOVES♥
SHE WANTS♥
A 8.0+ Megapixels Camera
SHE DREAMS♥
On her right hand
Yes, about it!
I'm a young teenage girl who doesn't think like a boxer, fastidious and careless. I'm not bad-tempered like a buffalo, not 'emo', not insecure and yet, I'm strong. People would laugh because I'm 'too' confident, I would say 'Thank you for laughing at me!'.
God has changed me from a person who was weak inside and looked strong outside and would never cry. People would think so but in fact, I've been experienced than they know about me. My life is a mysterious journey that you have never heard. My life is an scholar's life. Wow, it's interesting and full of stories to tell. Somemore, I'm under Merit Award. Scholars' life is never in happiness, in fact, it is super 'uper' tough.
Ever since I knew I have grown up in God's will. I'm getting more mature in the way I think and do my stuffs, yup, more wondering and more serious. And, I'm now more secure.
I have friends who were so good to me at first and were traitors later on. In the past, I would take into consideration that they revenge me? or they don't love me? or I have to do something else to make them come back? ... Now listen to what I say, 'Hello, all those are gone!!! Are you shocked enough?"
They would think I'm jealous of what they have? They would think I'm bad and a gossipper who come to people and complain about them? They turn their back to me just because of what I have recommended above. They went to do whatever they want to forget about me such as deleting whatever photos they have with me, washing me away from their favourite list, not calling me everyday, not being closer to me and hugging me like before, not really caring about me just for a moment, trying to making me jealous, etc. So what? Yes, I do observe all these, talk about this on my blog but it doesn't mean I'm insecure.
I have no choice and should say 4 words, "Come and hate me!". In my heart, I know these are people who are insecure and have no self-esteem. I do have and I am secure. I'm not complaining about them. The way I told people is to make them have more self-esteem, more confidence in their spirit, and have a change in their mindset and show them that this is the bad habit inside you that you have to change in order to be a leader in life. And hello, I'm not jealous, I'm happy with the ways I am and the things I have got. God is above everything. Nothing can be more important than Him. Making myself flow in the river of God, I'm happy, cheerful and motivated. I have asked myself, "For what do I have to be jealous?". I have my everything that is God. What else do I need to be jealous of?
I wait on Him and I have my beliefs, in faith I can grow. I have God and myself! I have FAITH - the weapons I have in hands to fight with the devils. Yes, come on, those who are insecure! God is expecting you to wait on Him! I would support you too!
Love,
Ly.
LY ♥ JESUS!