/I'm Yours

Saturday, May 31, 2008

SONG.

10:21 AM

Yeah, I have found a new song. The song is slow and can make your mood turn 'emo' (emotional).
But it is really a nice song. Anyway, I'm not in state of being 'emo'. Haha. Enjoy!

perfect world - arco

Perfect world

Sorry I didn't like your point of view
Didn't mean to upset you or hurt you
Find it hard to tell those sweet little lies
Always finding fault when i could compromise

I just want a perfect world

Sorry i don't see life the way you do
If i could i'd be just the same as you
Every day parade the things i feel inside
Not be frightened by the doubt that i can't hide

I just want a perfect world

Something beautiful preserved
And to take what we've been given's
A trick i've never learned

So the world falls off around you
You're standing on the edge
Know you'll fall it just hasn't happened yet
And there's no-one left to catch you
And even if there were
You're not sure you could repay such a debt

But i just can't seem to shake
The old pursuits of youth
Simple need to be
The seeker after truth

I just want a perfect world
Dumbest thing you ever heard
But to take what we've been given's a trick
I've never learned

LY ♥ JESUS!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

HOLIDAY

11:13 AM

I'm currently in Vietnam for summer vacation.
I'm typing this as quickly as possible before I go to cook lunch at 10 30am.

Everyday is the same. In the morning, I wake up at 7 30am, wash up, go to market and buy food for the day. Nothing much. After that, I get into homework which more than 10 papers are waiting for me. I have finished around 5 papers. I have not gone out for once. It's terribly hot here. I can feel like fats drips out and not sweat! It's quite difficult to study in this condition.

Sometimes, it's SUPER hot that I can't study at all and I get myself into housework - playing with water! Haha. It's kinda exciting but also exhausting. Mummy doesn't want me to do a lot also because she knows I'm taking 'O' level in the end of the year.

Everyday, at 10 30am and 5pm, urm... my task is to cook meals for my family. It's fun actually because my skills of cooking doesn't get worse as I thought of. It's getting better.

At 8 30pm everyday, my brother gets me along to go a place where there's an 11-level building. There's soft breeze, cool and leisure. I got to play with those neighbour kids. One of them is my 'fiancee's sister'. HAHAHAHAHA. She calls me 'sister-in-law'. LOL

I used to play games and talk a lot with her brother who is 4 years older than me. He is one of my dearest neighbours. Since that time, it has been 5 years we have got along. So the little sister loves me a lot and wants me to be her sister-in-law. Urm... I don't think about it yet. Haha.

He used to study in Singapore in 3 years. When I arrived in Singapore, he's got himself an acceptance and studied in an university in UK. I remembered once he got me out to see gundam models with him at Bugis. It doesn't sound interesting when we seldom get into contact. He doesn't want to have a girlfriend yet while his family is worrying about whether in future he'd follow FREEDOM COMMUNITY. Haha.

I should go and get him a girlfriend soon. So actually he is not my real fiancee, ok!?

A lot of my neighbours are in overseas, studying abroad. One is waiting for university in Singapore, staying in Hanoi for holiday now. 'My fiancee' is in UK. A '1-year-older brother' (what I call him) whose house is just next to me is now in UK and get very close to my 'fiancee'. A 'sister' whose house is opposite my house is now in France, having work attachment now. Last time there's one brother who used to study in UK, moved house, no longer neighbour. So these mean my neighbourhood kids are flying around the world. :D

Arh, those 2 who are in UK, will be back in the end of June. This means they can't see me. Hahaha. I don't need to see them also. About my fiancee's gf, urmm... it's kinda hard because he's short and cute (few centimeters taller than me only). Hahahaha.

My neighbour friends are very nice. The sister who is in France now has one younger sister. The younger sister is same age as me and is now my BFF! She is having final exam to get into university. But next Wed, she's alrd asked me to go out to watch 'Iron man' with her. Hahaha. Very wisely, she asked me to treat her movie ticket and she will treat me pop-corn. Hahaha. Arh, my 'fiancee's sister' will be going too. I'm gonna get bankrupt!

P/S: Yeah, my post has been too long. Haha. I'm late for cooking.
LY ♥ JESUS!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

DREAMS!

8:25 PM

I will play violin soon! Mum will definitely buy for me a violin if I ask. I can learn it from church people and my ability is that I can learn things by myself too. I think it sounds intriguing! :)

I was thinking of one thing. That is I'm dreamy. I don't know whether it's ambitious or dreamy. Those 2 are different. Ambitious? sounds nice! I used to dream about owning an interior design company like Ikea. I do dream it!

Now I want to own one more thing - AN UNIQUE COFFEE SHOP! I love coffee. I drink coffee every morning. I love Starbucks.

I want to make business with a lot of income then I will have more money to make more of others' dreams to come true.

Yeah, I dream!

P/s: I WANT A CAMERA! My mum doesn't allow! I want to become a designer so I told her about it and she said 'Buy cheap one'. Cheap one? Want me to be a professional so should give me a pro camera! Hmmm ... So I'm gonna pray for it, just like what Charleston said yesterday. I will pray specifically. I will have a camera soon! Who care? :P

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I just came back from Red Rain concert. Let's consider Red Rain concert as my sub-anniversary of being in Heart of God. My first time I stepped in HOGC was Red Rain concert last year. I remembered, 16th and 17th of June, 2007. So 16th of June is my first time I stepped in HOGC. Let me check my diary....

Woohoo! I was saved on the 24th of June, 2007. WOW! It's one month before my birthday. Sounds so AWESOME!
And, I officially made decision on 8th of July, 2007.

In conclusion, my journey with God is complicated but FUN!
Let's see...
Yearly Redrain Concert - My sub-anniversary of first time I stepped into HOGC.
16th June - My first day stepped in HOGC.
24th June - My anniversary of being Christian.
8th of July - My officially decision day.

RedRain, again, is awesome.
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I'm leaving Singapore tomorrow for Summer Vacation.
My flight is at 6plus pm.
I'm ecstatic yet boring because I'm gonna miss THOSE KIDS!
I love those super cute D2 like mad.
For two weeks, being away fromt them is terribly horrible. ARHHHHHHHHHHH!
Somemore, Pastors and leaders. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

God says, it's time to chill out a bit after working like mad! :)
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P/S: I don't wish to be cherished by a guy! =.='

LY ♥ JESUS!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

CLASS!

9:52 PM

Oops, suddenly I forgot about my class photos during our celebration for our form teacher's 30th birthday. It's pathetically lame but I found it so hilarious to see my classmate's countenance. Hahahaha.

I just have got them yesterday.

VERY NICE! ;)

* First photo: Only Dipa was confidently showed her face while everybody either was curious what was going on or was burying their heads with some chit-chat. Teck Ee was with a face of being suspicious about Leonard. Xiwen looks stupid in this picture! - LAUGH OUT LOUD!

* Second photo: Everybody looks pretty and cute! :) (Except Miss Zhao said that her face looked stupid in both photos)

* Third photo: All the girls (3 were missing with greedy stomach: Eudora, Xiwen and Anh)

* Fourth photo: Our form teacher - Who would believe that she's 30?
They made her look like a princess with a little crown and asked her to wear nice nice dress. My classmates are CUTE! :))

* Fifth photo: See what they gave her! SUPER CHILDISH! XD

That red little notebook contained a hilarious story to read! :))

Sixth photo: Not really related but there's a story behind it! It's collection of Nike water bottle in my class (there's still 2 or 3 more). Blue belongs to Eudora. Purple belongs to Rachel. Pink belongs to me (Wah, I own the sexy colour). Orange belongs to Emilia Toh (Actually Guan Yan also). Nice huh? We advertise for Nike! :))

P/S: My classmates are CUTE! 4E1 rocks! :))

LY ♥ JESUS

SCHOOL.

9:26 PM

(Sorry for having all flower photos on my blog but it's Ly's blog. You can't fight with her interest in flower arrangement! :P)

If teachers saw this, it would be ok for me to get scolded. I'm fine with anything.

I don't like school today. It's terribly boring.

The only intriguing part is the talk with the representative lecturer from NYJC. Full stop! Teachers, again, killed me with air-con.

My nose was so vulnerable and sensitive. I found it arduous to breathe properly. Sigh!

Sorry, tissue, I wasted you again. Oh, Mr. Cough is really irritating too. I coughed and breathed like chicken. Sigh!

God, I just want it to be healed as soon as possible. I can't bear it!

Greatly, it was unexpectedly terrible with Subway when I didn't ask for roasting the bread. Straightforwardly saying 'No' isn't a wise way. I left over one inch. Being sick is more irritating than that because I can't eat as much as usual. My stomach has got smaller and smaller day by day. I lost weight but found it ok to be so, although sometimes it was really obnoxious.

I went to church to do stock check for Deco's cloth. I love my church! Sometimes, I found it irritating to hear people to keep nagging and nagging and also to see their frowning faces. Everybody is stressed ... I know but I'm terribly sick and still dragged myself to come to finish my task. I'm ok with anything.

P/S 1: The weather is SO HOT!!!!!!!!! Normally I sweat very little but today I sweat a lot! :S

P/S 2: Girls need to be cherished more than guys! :P

P/S: I'm going to write a fiction before I get into JCs - as information given: GP has no narrative essays. So saying goodbye to it by a fiction - sounds good right?! - This is flabbergasting! HAHA

LY ♥ JESUS!

Saturday, May 17, 2008

AMEFLU

9:10 AM

I thought i have recovered totally and just left with running nose and cough.
However, yesterday night, it went up to 38 degrees again.
Fever again.
It's worse when my teeth couldn't even bite. It was totally pain.

So I studied that Pacofen isn't effective enough to stop me from being fever. Panadol is the same. Somemore it stops me
So at 3am this morning, I tapped Ameflu - the medicine that last time stopped me from being fever just after one night of sleeping! (Actually due to overtaking)

It's true. I woke up and feel fresh until this moment. Ok, I'm over-working alrd and need to rest! :D
LY ♥ JESUS!

Friday, May 16, 2008

FEVER!

2:35 PM

This is terrible!

I hate it, I hate having fever!

It's like everything around me was hot!

My face was terribly red.

My head is spinning around and pain.

2 days ago, it was 38.8 in the morning.

After coming back from school, it was 39.7 degrees.

After taking medicine and a long nap, it was 39.0 degrees.

then 38.8 again ...

then 38.6 ...

... it slowly dropped!

Yesterday morning, good enough, it's was 37.4.

In the afternoon, it kept being 37.

And this morning, it's 36.9. However, I'm coughing badly. There's non-stop running nose. It is headache because of lack of blood and oxygen. Haiz...

I can't bear it! :(

Love my CG, they prayed for me! :)

P/S: God is ALWAYS a good God! :)
LY ♥ JESUS!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

SNEEZE!

2:35 PM

I don't know what has happened. I keep sneezing today.

I don't need anyone to miss me that much and cherish me that much. Haha

Nothing to read.
Because I have finished reading that cute and intriguing book, 'Good enough'.
I went to NL just now, again.
Urm, I found a book which was published by the same publication with 'Good enough'.
I hope it can be nice as 'Good enough' too.

My physics paper was SUPER tough, not very managable. It's kinda killer (as Darryl says, the 2nd last paper is killer :O)
I was feeling like burst out because of it. But no matter what I will still have sushi buffet with classmates. They have loved me, of course! Yummy!
Physics can't kill my stomach which is expecting for a delicious sushi buffet tomorrow afternoon.

Tomorrow it's last paper. Today I bury my head into my A-maths books, I will be a killer tomorrow not a 'being-killed' like today.

A-math Paper 2, I'm going to murder you. It's just a paper and I'm not breaking the 6th commandment anyway. Haha

Urm, after sushi, I may go for movie with CG people, those lovely kids. I call them 'kids' because they are all like younger than me, except JJ. Moreover, they're adorable and noisy. They can make a lot of cacophony in my day. I tell you, they're AWESOME!

I'm excited and butterflies in my stomach! They're glowing day by day because ...
IKEA is going to mesmerize me on Thursday.
Those kids again and they will see how crazy I will be when I explore things in that place.
One kid has experienced it before, Jooyu - she laughed like mad!

I'm going to study Amath again soon.
At 5pm, there's CG.
I'm going to my lovely church.

P/S: I'm going to do flowers this Friday. Haha! :D
LY ♥ JESUS!

Monday, May 12, 2008

GOOD ENOUGH.

3:06 PM

Reading books is one way to improve my English!

Yes, this is the reason why I went to National Library and seek for an interesting book.
Somehow, that day, I walked into the building of MPCC (Marine Parade Community Center) where there is one branch of NL. I scanned my eyes to the shelf where new release books are exhibited. After a few moments, I picked 'it' up which has an appealing and intriguing title, 'Good enough'.

If other people look at 'its' title for the first time, they would think i'm reading this kind of book - 'think-that-you-are-good-enough?' But who would know that I finished reading 'it' within 2 days. There's so much interesting climaxes in the story that Paula Yoo had written and made me so mesmerized. It's true I have loved it! I think if I'm gonna extend the due date again? But it's not wise, because it's not my book and for the sake of others' use. I should have saved up, I want to buy it actually, read it during the summer vacation and study all new vocabs that I read through. Please look for it if you're interested!

Somehow I want to study as hard as her, Patti Yoon, an American Korean daughter - the main character in the story. We can't say that she's perfect but her academic value and thinkings make you feel like study till mad. Under parents pressure and things happened in the story, she really made up her SAT scores to be 2300 (2400 is perfect score) which is the standard mark of the 2300 club - the group that Patti's parents want her to be in.

For some others, that's a nerdy club but it's true that 2300 brings you to top 10 universities in States. Somemore, the uni can just give you most of choices they can provide. Not only that, Patti is the only girl who can really manage the seat of Violist Concertmaster of All-State Competition by her love for the violin and her feelings that only her heart could flow with the music. She made it by her parents, her stress, her beloved violist, her church friends, her future that made her confused and her first bloom of love she had for a Cute Trumpet Guy. The story was so much interesting things!
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Look at them, they're a family! :D

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It's one of the coolest ministries I have joined. Wow! AS USHERS, WE ROCK!

I just received my text yesterday! Urm, I'm an usher in His house - my lovely church! My name is directly printed on the text! Wow! It's the standard of first world class church! :)

And here, it's perfect chair arrangement! :)

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I don't know how it can turn up to this way. It makes me super ecstatic that everything I have done this week and people around me are related to Korea.

1 - Watched Korean drama - Hanoi Bride (A nice drama with just 2 episodes).

2 - Started thinking about Korean boyfriend - A Korean actor? (Oopz!)

3 - Learned Korean until lesson 3 on an online course by Seoul National University.

4 - Coiccidently picked up the book 'Good enough' which was written by a American Korean writer and also talks a lot about Korean.

5 - Pastors are in Korea!

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P/s(1): I'm turning up to study Physics NOW as tomorrow it is my Physics paper. Practical test turned so badly that half of the class failed. I'm not sure whether there is my name included. In conclusion, I want to be as smart as Patti Yoon.

P/s(2): God is a good God! :)

LY ♥ JESUS!

Friday, May 9, 2008

KOREAN

3:26 PM

Hmm, some of my friends know 3 languages and it's their own langugaes.
It sounds fine to know more languages than just only English and Vietnamese. For Vietnamese, I'm pro at it. For English, I'm moving on, at least I can communicate, write and read well. So I move on to another language.

I thought of Chinese since my dad and mum want me to learn it for a long time. But Chinese characters are supper complicated and difficult. Somehow, i know how to speak a bit.

After few hours of thinking, I decided to learn Korean - a language that I feel it suitable to learn. The characters are not so difficult, just horizontal strokes, verticle strokes and consonant 'o'. So i went to a course to learn Korean by Seoul National University of Korea - Language Education Institute in English.
The university's course is good and totally easy to understand. I love it!

It's beneficial for me because in Singapore, there're a lot of Korean. If in future, I work in a office with some Koreans, I would be able to become a Korean translator. Wow, it sounds awesome!

I'm studying until lesson 2 - Consonants, very interesting. I hope I'll not drop it halfway. See me speak Korean one day! :)

LY ♥ JESUS!

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

BLOG

2:39 PM

Urm, it's time to blog.

I just reached home, changed and have eaten my nutriential lunch which has rice, beefs, fried mushroom and carrot, pork chop soup with ginseng. Today was English Compre paper and Chemistry. Chemistry questions are ok but as tricky as Treasure Hunt. Why teacher always gives very funny questions? Anyway, for me it's so fun!

I've found out that I'm kinda fat during exam period. It's true.

It doesn't matter. God doesn't care whether people He loves are fat or thin, ugly or pretty/handsome, clever or stupid, etc. It's true. :)

Let's talk about 'HATE'.

I LOVE TO SEEK FOR THE REASONS WHY SOME PEOPLE DON'T LIKE ME.

There're some who don't like me for some stupid reasons.

There're some who don't like me for some nonsense reasons. (Such as this person doesn't like me so his or her friends don't like me)

There're some who don't like me for (maybe) things that I did are irritating.

There're some who don't like me for the way I am.

Boo! What's on earth there're such reasons?

I don't have anyone to hate.

I just have SO MANY ONES TO LOVE.

It's true. Believe or not? It doesn't matter to me. It matters to them only.

Why does this world have so much jealousy?
Maybe I'm not as rich, pretty or lucky as them but there's no jealousy in my heart.

I wish there is no jealousy in this world but LOVE IS EVERYWHERE!

Jealousy just makes this world worse. People fight for this, people fight for that. ALL are 'kanchong' and 'kiasu'! :S

Jealousy? Let's talk about it when I have a boyfriend. Wait long long! :D

God gives this world equally to everyone. The only problem is that people don't know how to make use and respect what God has given to them. If they have known how to respect the gift of the Heavenly Father, there would be no jealousy. I have no jealousy and I'm happy enough to live like this as I have a purpose in life. Amen!

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I'm preparing my plans for summer vacation.

I'll probably go back my country for 2 weeks and come back to have extra lessons in school. Pastors have known that I'm going back.

The ticket price was nearly S$500. So expensive! It wastes a lot of mummy's money. Hummmmm. This is because of the increase in oil price. Like this, growing up, we just earn a lot of money.

However, definitely for this time, I will buy 'amazing' souvenirs for Pastors, Dom and Fifi.

I need to visit some 36 old streets which are a part of ancient history of my city. This is because I just passed by my friend's Y!360. Wah, it's exciting over there. Visiting those streets is my favourite hobby. Cool and interesting! There're so many things for me to investigate. Oh, the street has flower market too. I'm sure over there they sell a lot of exciting souvenirs to buy. WOOHOO!

Let's see the pictures that I have accumulated from my friend's site.

Flower market

Sweet William

Bamboo shop

Old streets

Hoang Dieu street - Milk flower trees

(Thanks Ngoc Diep - A very 'Hanoi' girl for these beautiful pictures)

It's so comfortable to see her photos, wonderful and marvellous.

Go to Hanoi for your vacation! :)

LOVE,

LY ♥ JESUS!

Monday, May 5, 2008

HAPPY

5:27 PM

Nah, I'm happy, always!

Let's talk about dogs and puppies! Yo!

This is TAMIE - the 5-week-old puppy and me...

This is the dog family in my house! Cute huh? :D

This is lady Mizzu (the white) and gentlement Terry (the black) with the old hairstyles ... Well, new hairstyle is really better :D

They are super naughty! Love to stay in near my room's door because my room has air-con. They will knock my door whenever they want air-con and nonchalently sleep in my room without any permission ... Oopz!

One more thing, they bark like birds sing ... Oopz!

One last thing, when they do their business, it's super super smelly ... Oopz!

Haha
LY ♥ JESUS!

Sunday, May 4, 2008

SPINNING!

1:38 PM

Yeah, spinning!
My head is spinning!
I have studied too much until I drunk longan drink by spoon and not by straw. Minghan spot my crazy short moment and the whole CG laughed ... =.='
That's it!

I'm studying Geography.
Looking at my Geography textbook, somemore there's smoke above my head. Oopz!
There're 13 chapters and each chapter occupies about 20 pages!
This is so fun, haha!

Anyway, I don't want to talk about it anymore!
I can't join Zone's outing today. So sad!

Suddenly I remember about brother Patrick's and sister Carol's testimony yesterday. Somehow they talked about the verse that God told me to read during my QT 2 days ago. Psalm 37:4
"Delight yourself also in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart."

When they talked about it, I smiled. There's so much things that have happened to me during this period of time. I learnt to seek God and it's true ... Reading Bible and listen to His words is wonderful!

Now is time for me to delight myself in the Lord. I'm not keeping my life like this anymore. Time to buck up also! Learn from those who have delighted themselves in God, Pastors, leaders and truely spiritual brothers and sisters.

I love Pastors. I love the way they preach and they way they love people. They are so amazing!

For me, my spiritually friends, who have been in church for long time and understand how to communicate with people well and understand people's hearts well, are truely on fire. They commit themselves forever in His house. They have a wide relationship with people in church. They have a powerful heart for God and for people. THEY ARE AMAZING!

Prayer:
Father in Heaven, it's so true that You're amazing than anything else in this world. Father, You have given me so many dreams that I desire and I'm accelerating it. I believe Your power truely brings my heart to keep going on fire for You. All I wish to fulfil others' dreams before my dreams would come to pass. Bring me on the race to accelerate more! Thanks for bringing me into Heart of God where many dreams have come true by Your love, care and power given. I will bring for you the joy! All I need is the heart of the Father. In your mighty name, Amen!

LY ♥ JESUS!

Friday, May 2, 2008

MEAN.

11:42 PM

I should have written this blog before but for how many chances I have missed, I could not find a time to type about this.

I'm very mean and it's true.
I'm very mean to those people who have crush on me and surely it's true.
What do you think when you're in love with someone?
For my case, I found it 'no freedom'.

I love to be freely flying like a young bird.
For some others, they think that it's so unbearable without a boyfriend.
Hello ...

Ok, i'm fine with it but better not talk about it to me because I have no interest.

How mean I can be?
The answer: "MORE THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE! TOOT!"

I can't be mean to people but when you find out that someone in school or in class has crush on you, it's so terrible.

Next morning, when you stagger into your class, nobody is shy but only you know yourself that you're at that moment with 'the red cheeks'. I hate that feeling. However, my cheeks were red in the past but now and in future, looking at my face, you want to slap too! HAHA ... Somehow, i'm more confident than the past, an optimistic girl!

It turns to be more irritating when one day you stomp and stamp into school, the guy who has crush on you, is waving at you. Tell me, what are you gonna do?

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Don't search for my answer because it's terrible ... I will scream out loud and chide into his face, "Are you mad?"

Wah, it's not a right action but I feel like doing so. However, I'm gonna love all my friends in school magnenimously. That's the way, Amen?

The only way that you can keep yourself from them is just to say 'Hi', give them a brilliant smile (but not enough to attract) and run into your class. Who dares to get into your class when teacher is inside? If there is, madness, 'acts cool only'!

The song is cool enough! :)

If people are too confident until they think that I like them back or either I like them. Sorry, the answer is NO because I have no interest right at this moment. I need to have DEGREE first. At least I must have a good job to support my physical and spiritual life. Relationship can affect my results anyway. I want to be free for 5 more years, sounds 'old' but it's alright! After that, urm... let's see if it's the right time.

P/s: God is above all things, everything goes first by God! :D

Hey, I love Dr. Clement Chiang's and Nicole Yee's testimonies of their lives for God. SO POWERFUL!
I'm touched and now there's another beginning to go! :)

Love,
LY ♥ JESUS!