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This is my 59th post and I'm gonna talk about some serious stuffs that are warning me!
I'm telling myself that I'm just a scholar. Just comparing between a prosperous family in Singapore and a prosperous family in Vietnam, which one do you think the family would be better? Of course, for the high cost of living, a prosperous family in Singapore should be richer. That is why sometimes I just wish that my parents are Vietnamese who could have lived in Singapore for such a long time. With their careers - one architect & one constructional engineer, they could be a very prosperous couple since their personality is good.
My parents are both born in well-educated family. My mum's mother - my grandmother was a very strict parent and even my grandfather. My father's father - my grandfather was a very strict parent also and my grandmother too. This means both sides are strict. Hence, my parents are strict. It's just like a simultaneous equation, solved and proved with perfect conditions. Both my parents were graduated from National University of Building Construction. They built up themselves from poor people who had none at first but to prosperous people who got money in hand.
Unfortunately, I'd like to call my sister 'an unfortune'. Her way of living is considered 'pathetic'. My parents had given her much of things that she wanted and did their her best to assist her to be admitted to College. But she is now just like a blot on the landscape, hopeless and dreamy. She's probably 24 this years but in her mind, we found it 'a five-year-old kid's mind'. She left her parents to follow a dumb guy who drank and smoke. Although he was graduated from university, clever enough to be employed straightaway to company without applications. My parents have taught her many life-long learning lessons but she is just stubborn and rebels away. My parents are so disappointed that sometimes it's hard for them to concentrate on their work. I'm totally frustrated and pissed off. So an aweful goodbye.
I'm a scholar. However, the payment that MOE assists me to pay doesn't fit my daily life in Singapore. My parents are reaching age of 50 soon. Saving money like mad is not efficient enough. My father's health is not good, yet still has to go to countryside to manage workers to build roads and bridges. His diabetes is not firmly able to be cured. I prayed it will go away totally. In God, miracles would happen in faith. Cost of living in Singapore is so expensive. With that amount of money for one month, I can survive at most 5 months living in Vietnam.
Sometimes, I just wanna drag myself with a thought of going back halfway. But no, that is a dumb stupid thought. Without any certificate, what would I be living for? Only studying to get a proper career would save me from starvation and poverty. Aiming 7 points for 'O' levels result is a hope, a dream and an purpose driven life. Aiming JCs to get into universities is a way to save life from being jobless and a way to make others' dreams come true. So I'm getting my head towards books and healthy lifestyle. Time for church activities is set, and time for studying needs to be set perfectly. I'm gonna jog everyday to have healthy body which is full of energy to mug. Tsk! Books, i'm getting along well with you!
If spending money blindly is a habit, so my goodness, how to be rich? Now it's time to look back, reflect and determine which ways to go. This is an advice for others not to spend money, time blindly. Time to buck up!
P/S: Play first, pay later! Pay first, play later!
Prayer: Father in Heaven, thank You for being our Saviour, our Lord and our King. Only You can save our life from darkness. I'm sorry for the mistakes that I have made things happened in life ungreatly. Father, all I desire is to get 7 points for my 'O' level results to get my full scholarship and get admitted to good JCs - ACJC. That will not make my parents worry about expenses they have to spend on me. For the sake of others' dream coming true, Your spirit will come upon me to make me energetic to study well for my 'O' level examination coming in 3 months. Father, others will look at us with good personality and success, they will realise that only You can save us. My life is relied on Your mighty hands. Lord, you know that my parents are not doing so well, bless them with health and prosper. I will give back to You all things that You have given me. Father, thank You for believing in me, walking with me and saving my soul. I commit all things into Your hands. I pray in Your mighty name, Amen!
REALIZE by Colbie Caillat - Such a nice song! :)
V1: Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you
C: If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.
V2: Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.
C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.
V3: It's not always the same
no it's never the same if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
C: If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized
If you just realize what I just realized
OoOoOOo
missed out on each other now
missed out on each other
realize
realize, realize
LY ♥ JESUS!